Rawness of Grief (and the power behind it, through it and past it….) Also a special excerpt from my journal and the message that came in from Archangel Michael
I've been going over and over trying to figure out the right way to express what I am experiencing and what I realize is that I am starting something that I don't know what it is, but I just know that I am starting.
And so this is for you if you have been going through a hard time or the best time… there's something in here for all.
2025 has been magnificent, successful and deeply and wildly painful…
Life has such a way of unexpectedly changing things up whether we are ready for them or not and for the things my family and I are going through--no one saw them coming.
I am not ready to speak to some of those things, but what I have been doing through this season is leaning inward. Connecting with divine truth and going straight to the Source (God) for guidance and for help in understanding what is playing out in front of us.
Below is an excerpt from my journal. On April 9, 2025, I found myself submerged in sorrow. I turned to my guides: Archangels, my Spirit Team and James (my late husband) and asked for help. What unfolded was something I can only describe as a divine transmission. Here is a piece from what follows from my journal:
“You are hurting. How could you not be?
You love, and therefore you allow the feeling of what would be like suffering in moments for the trade-off of living experiences...
But do not be fooled. Love is always pure, and the greatest of all love does not cause pain.”
These words came through, not just to comfort me. but to awaken something in me. Perhaps in you, too.
Interestingly enough, right before this experience I had just returned from a retreat in San Diego with world-class mediums and psychics, including James Van Praagh.
I was the only one in the room who didn't identify as either.
When asked what my intentions were, I said:
“I have no expectations. I simply know I'm here to study the faculties of the mind. I'm called to be a Speaker as a part of The Great Translation.”
That is such a different response from strategic Army Officer and successful corporate executive version of me who previously would have laughed at “this work” and would have wanted nothing to do with studying at the most prestigious school in the world in England on Psychic Energy and Metaphysics.
But that version of me… while I love her for getting me here, is not Who I Really Am anymore. And that's ok . I have been studying embodying this work for a couple years now and my quest for inner knowing and knowledge is insatiable. I now realize that all that has been has been preparing me for what will be.
And while I see many masters in this work out in the world, I do not see anyone coming into this body of work like I am. And that scares me and excites me at the same time. I am done waiting to perfect this version of me for I know that waiting is actually just more separation from who I really am so I stand (or in this case) write in front of you simply and fully as just me.
In enoughness and I hope that you feel free to do that too. No matter what your circumstances are in front of you, you can control who you are in that moment and that will surely create your identity that will take you to your version of what will be.
My work here on Earth—confirmed to me by Abraham Hicks in the hot seat—is to be such a speaker and teacher that my voice reminds you of your inner excellence.
And that is what I am. I'll remind you that no matter what happens in your life, you can get through this. Through crisis, through pain which will one day turn into growth, into clearer discernment and ultimately and always with no exception-- into LOVE.
Because truly, the only thing real is love and the rest is simply an illusion. This is my work to help you walk through… anything.
Let the great translation begin,